failing.

i really don't enjoy failing. it's one of my LEAST favorite things. last night, j and i still didn't do our insanity workout. today would of been my day off, but instead i've decided that i'm going to try to do TWO videos today. and i'm sure they're the hard videos. yes, i did go to the gym, but i only did my abs and buttocks barely burning 250 calories in an hour.

other than that, i'm having a terribly hard time in my relationship and i'm really hoping its the weather. things have to change or i don't know what will happen. :(

tears.